Let some die a thosand deaths...

And we talked we chattered we chirped in joy till bang it came that much dreaded expiry date. I was told “every good thing comes with an expiry date”. Eternal romantic in me refused to believe. I looked for new excuses to blatantly disobey these outlandish rules.

Smile came on that cruel face and as a child I had to fall in line and yeah had to be abused as well.

So I told myself I befriended this commodity very late in life, ah that expiry date!!!! I always associated that with those much stinking medicines and irony is today I stand victim to the same.

“What leaves you with heavy heart? ” They all ask and I smile, “Well nothing, I tell you”. I pretend and they buy my story. No hold on some one does not take me on face value, cruel world gauges the inner one.

I tell the person “You are too close to be duped”, I can not do that. “Wish I told you a lot earlier but ego is a shield which won’t bare us to each other”. The person shakes head and gives me that assassinating smile.

It pierces me and I am resigned to my fate. “Holy Bible, how untruthful you are!!!!!!”

“You said meek would inherit the earth”. “Truthful would call the shots”. Well, here is a fella awaiting a death of distrust.

“Take it away’ I scream, I am too coward to face it. But haunting voice asks same silly questions, can it be ignored.?. “Yeah It can be why not’ she says. “Hmm, no ignore it at your own peril” He declares. I am torn apart between seemingly all real and caring suggestions.

“Ah how I wish I don’t need a disclaimer attached to my life “all I can wail in pain as I wring my hurt emotions…………………………